This was written by Jeanne Martin, wife and mother, to the congregation of OLPH on October 8, 2006..
My dear brothers and sisters in Christ,
First, let me thank you with all my heart for the unbelievable
outpouring of sympathy, compassion, and support I've received over the
past weeks. It truly has been an extraordinary time. As shocking as
Doug and Amy's passing was, the response from so many different
communities of which we are a part has truly been incredible. Again, I
can't seem to find the words to adequately express my thanks to all of
you for your kindness and support. I am offering my suffering and
constant prayer for all of you and your intentions.
Doug and Amy were extraordinary people. They truly believed everything
that the Catholic Church taught, whether they understood it or not, and
wanted to share it with anyone who would listen. As Msgr. Smith so
eloquently remarked during the homily at the funeral Mass, Doug was not
oppressed by the teachings of the Church! Just the opposite--the
teaching of the Church allowed him the freedom to love without limits
and without fear. It gives all of us a way to live without struggling
to figure everything out ourselves. What a gift this is, if we only
unwrap it! So many of us within the Church are standing with the gift
in our hands, still wrapped. I pray that all of us will unwrap this
gift and use it as God wills us to. As for me, I remain profoundly
peaceful, as I have been throughout this whole experience. It occurred
to me the other day that if God had asked me if He could take Doug and
Amy from me to bring others closer to Him, I would have said 'Yes'
without hesitation. I am certainly very, very sad, but I am peaceful to
leave God in control of my life. He isn't my co-pilot, but my pilot!
And, I am not jumping out of the plane. I am going to stick right with
Him, wherever the plane goes, even when it looks like the plane is going
where I don't want to go. My favorite prayer right now is from Pope
Clement XI: I want whatever You want, because You want it, the way that
You want it, for as long as You want it.
I pray that Amy's legacy would be that all young people would ask God
what He wants them to be, rather than they say that they want to be a
....whatever that is. And I would pray that Doug's legacy would be that
every husband and father would love their wives and children more, and
love God most of all. And my message to the parish would be just two
simple words: TRUST GOD.